October 13, 2009

10:28
Fuck, tired at class on break. Just finished grubbin.
Last night, fuck besides the whole dinner and what not but went to top of the world with Shannon and jordan. Honestly best relief i've had yet of being up there. Thanks for the night guys.



Today, fuck ... Football today feelin like shit. But FUCK it gonna tear shit up anyways. Don't really feel like speaking my mind today, well its not that I don't feel like speaking it just I can't really speak it, my mind is not functioning well at all, so FUCK it!
10:35

1:35
Friends-where would I be without them. There is a difference between homies, friends, and acquaintances. A homie is shit a cool guy, you kick it with em maybehh a lot but you really don't know them, their history and what not. A friend is someone you know personally, there to help you out with problems. Always kicking it, hitting you up, you get what you give in return, no homo, hahaha. But you understand my point HOPEFULLY. An acquaintance is someone you know of, or you have spoken to but you don't really kick it together. So FUCK it, he's just there or they're just there. Understand my point? Where would we, or I be without true friends. The ones ALWAYS there. The ones to help pick you up when your at rock bottom. Or the ones to not let you hit rock bottom. I'm glad I got a select few like that. Because they're the ones to help me out with all the bullshit that goes on in my life when I'm out and I don't wanna be home, am I right? They're the ones that are gonna give you a good night when you need it. They're there to pick you up. I love it.

But don't you hate ... The fact that you do supposedly have a good friend like that but it fades away. I personally can't deal with that bullshit, because shit, when I do a lot of shit for someone, I hope they have enough dignity and like respect to give it back because shit, its just how I want to be treated...


Treat others the way you want to be treated. Its true. Even tho its some kiddy saying, its true.
1:45
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