1:15
Hahaha, funny how bullshit happens. Actually its TOO funny. I'm tired of bullshit lies to be honest.
Contradiction-without lies life wouldn't be the same, I mean that in both ways good and bad. Because without opposites where would we be. Opposites are actually a necessity of life. Just read this out, no matter how bad I hate something or highly dislike someone or something, what and where would I be without it. Say you hate math class, where would you be without it. I swear my fucken blackberry notepad has been coming in handy. Thank goodness I know how to text fast, because shit, I wouldn't be able to be writing this blog! Anyways, yeah ... Without all the bad in the world their would be no good. So having opposites is actually a good thing.
I've been becoming pessimistic lately, and I think blogging and letting SOME of what's on my mind out can relieve my stress and take weight off my shoulders. I just got out of class it was alright same ol bullshit, I actually prefer being at work because the environment is dope. Work - internship is the same bullshit, so suck my dick. Only difference is I don't get paid, and I'm actually getting taught. And its putting me ahead in school, so I'm happy I got this opportunity interning.
My 18th birthday wasn't what I was expecting it to be, but I still had fun. I passed out, ain't gonna lie. The night before I chilled with Jordan and Chris and I'm glad even if it was just them two. Nobody really wanted to kick it I was bummed because shit, I'm finally the big 1 8 . And errybody always assumes I'm older and shit. So FUCK it! But yeah ... My birthday was okay ... Had some family shit sunDAY. And chilled with Chris and jordan sunNIGHT. The actual day of my birthday I wake up and I treat myself to shots of patron. 5 shots in the morning, hahaha! So head out Shannon picks me up head to longs, we start drinking. Hahaha. Pretty dope. Than chiefed and shit, I was FUCKED up, I ended up passing out for 3 hours. 12 - 3 in the fucken afternoon. These fuckers wrote on me and shit. So whatevers hahaha! I didn't get mad at all, so fuck it! But we end up going back to my pad and eat. Chilled there and went to guppies later on that night. It was dope. I'm glad errybody came out and shit to chill, and those who greeted me. But the most important people couldn't call me or bust missions to see me? I guess ... Idk ... I feel sometimes I don't get back what I give ... Idk if its karma or wtf. But I just feel that way.
Missing my family is pretty hard .. Today, this morning though I had a funny ass conversation with my mom about the weekend. Can't be really specific but it was hilarious, I made my mom crack the fuck up. The thing about my mom is she hits me for no damn reason. Slaps me in the back of the head, its like wtf! Hahaha. Its not one of those mean slaps or angry, its the type of like, "your so tangahh" I think she got used to it because I never complained and she has that type of mind "my son is a football player" hahaha. I ain't complaining but its pretty funny! Hahaha. Anyways, that made my day, hopefully the rest of today will be dope. For sure! Thanks for reading tho, I must admit this is pretty long. Later days, headed out with Shannon and jordan in a bit when I get home. Miss these motherfuckas, I'm on the train right now. Bout to be home.
1:39
2:00
So i've decided I'm gonna just blog through my phone throughout the day. And at the end of my day i'll just post it. And the way I'm gonna do this is i'll just track my times when I start and stop my blogging at that time. Smart eh? Hahaha. So got home, Alex is here. Yeah, pretty dopest dope. Headed out with Shannon, jordan, and Claude. Hahaha, this blogging shit is dopest dope, well the fact I'm just using my notepad. Pretty smart eh, don't you think I'm clever? :)
10:30
Not all guys are assholes. Straight up this part I'm not tryna be cocky or an asshole...
Why does every girl think I'm that type of guy to fucken play them. I am really not that type of guy to fucken pull that bullshit. Everyone assumes that I AM that type of guy. If you honestly get to know me. I'm not that type of guy to pull that hit it and quit it bullshit. If I was, don't you think I would've at least done it by the first week of knowing you. So wtf, stfu. I honestly am not that type of guy. You don't know me, and if you think I'm that type of guy, fuck off, don't even talk to me. I'm THAT type of guy to not pull that bullshit. I'm at top of the world buzzin with sober ass Shannon and jordan. And a drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts. So FUCK off, this is also another stress reliever for me ...
10:34
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