Big Bear

Damn, honestly I haven't "blogged" in so long. I'm surprised I'm getting back into this stuff. I just feel if I write out what I think, I will be able to make more art/pieces for shirts/graphics/etc. Anyways, I just got home from Big Bear. Went half day, but on a weekday it's awesome because no lines, no wait for jumps, boxes, rails, etc. So today within an hour of getting there got in at least 6 runs, it was damn siiiiick. About 8th run in, I started messing around and whaat not, trying new stuff even more, being more gutsy. I hit this one jump, only thing was it was setup for a rail, and I aimed for outside of the rail. So coming off the jump, it was completely weird and it sent me face forward, and once I was on the slope I just knew it was going to go wrong ... I ended up faceplanting ... and nearly got knocked out ... I was laying there for about a minute or so with my face still in the snow ... and my goggles are miscombombulated or however you spell it(I think thats right?) and blood all up in the snow my face was in, and on my face, spitting blood and everything. So I got up, and just started to head down, grabbing snow while carving to put in my mouth and on my face ... right now it's just scratched up and swelling went down a lot. For about an hour, I couldn't feel my lips it was crazy I guess. So glad I didn't get knocked out or a concussion, because I hit it damn hard.



Here's a pic like a couple of hours after icing and what not. Looks way better compared to when it actually happened ... my goggles are the main cause of the scratches and stuff.







So, anyways besides going boarding and just today. I've been talking to this one girl, and honestly I'm really glad me and her are talking. She's making a great impact on my life already, and just I dont want to lose her. Today, we sort of technically not got into a fight, but she got mad at me for a reason, and just personally might sound gay or not, but just can't have that. I messed up by not telling her, but what was I to do, I didn't know when to tell her, I was scared that like she would just leave me eh. Other than that problem, I basically spend my weekends with her, and she comes and chills with my good friends [COT]. I just really am glad me and her talk, that's f'sho. Can't wait to see her tomorrow that's f'sho.

I'll end this one right here. Be Easy, -Jay.